Alone on a Friday night

I came to the realization tonight that I have no friends that I "hang out" with.
I have plenty of really good friends who I love spending time with, but evenings and weekends, I feel so alone.

I used to have hanging out friends but now they are married and it awkward to hang out with married folks when your not married or even in a relationship. Don't get me wrong, I'm sooo very happy for them and couldn't wish for a better thing to happen for them.

I feel like I've always had this lack of "hang out" friend problem. I very rarely if ever would have friends over in high school. Although, I will admit to having friends over in elementary. Those were the golden years.

I'm so sick of being alone.

I just realized that by this time next year, I could be preparing to graduate.


Spooky.